I hope you will come back one day :(

Do I miss you? I guess you could say no, I don't miss you. I miss the girl I felt for. The one who called me not because she had to but because she wanted to. The girl who would hold my hand and walk long roads every chance she got. Who I could argue with for hours upon hours about nothing then laugh about it later. I miss the girl who wasn't afraid to be herself around me..do u miss me ? u would say no but your heart knows it ..It seems lik sometimes you'll come back sometimes and i will get happy all over again but then wen i turn around you r not their I feel bad all over again..For 3 years I made you my world. you were my very best friend as well as my life. I became addicted, reliant and utterly infatuated. It was as if, as long as I had you I didn't need anyone else..Today got all hopes that you will come back , am afraid wont see you lifetime if you go away ,what will be my world without you ? ever thought ? Come back once D