You left me with nothing

I could be the first to let you know
That nothing means anything
Now I'm standing here outside your door
In the pouring rain
And I can't believe nothing's supposed to get to me
Now I'm in this misery

I can't be with anyone
Since I felt our worlds collide
It's like I almost died
The way you make me feel
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside
Baby, can't you see you ruined me for life

I will be the last to let you down
All your fears and doubts
Are hovering above you like a cloud
And the water's rising

Now I can't breathe
Nothing's how it's supposed to be
How did you do this to me?
Locked inside your heart shaped box

I can't be with anyone
Since I felt our worlds collide
It's like I almost died
The way you make me feel
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside
Baby, can't you see you ruined me for life

I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna feel this way
All I wanna do is leave
But all I can do is stay
Nights and days go by
And I can't wait
To touch your face again

I could be the first to let you know, whoa
That I can't be with anyone
Since I felt our worlds collide
It's like I almost died
The way you make me feel
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside
Baby, can't you see, you ruined me

Oh, I can't be with anyone
Since I felt our worlds collide
It's like I almost died
The way you make me feel
I've been changing, got me breaking down inside
Baby, can't you see, you ruined me

I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna feel this way
All I wanna do is leave
You ruined me for life

Just for you - Na aaye ho na aaoge (jiyein kyun)

This is special request for Priyal from mumbai :) 

Vinod has been writing me mails for longtime saying rocky can you please dedicate this song on your blog to Priyal .............


Priyal this one is from vinod just for you .........he is asking you Jiyein kyun ?

Priyal I request you to reply Vinod once .


Regards,
Rocky 



If you guys have any request you can connect me on fb of mail me at rjrocky935@yahoo.com

How can i get through you? ..i know u not doing well ..come back plz

Am writing this to you because I have no idea how to get through to you. You never seem to be ok with yourself, or how you’ve turned out in life, and you always seem to be looking for something wrong with the way things are. You can never just accept things on face-value and always look for deeper meanings when often there aren’t any. Sometimes life just “is". There’s no rhyme or reason to it, it just is. People will say things to you without having any sort of ulterior motive; they are just concerned for your general well-being. Whilst this is not always the case, you have to accept that these things do actually happen, so don’t twist things around in your head and get yourself all worked up about it. 

I need you to understand that you are ok. You have your ups and downs, but you’re ok. Just try to relax a little and enjoy the life that you have. Go out there, be yourself and love who you are. By loving yourself, hopefully someone else will learn to love you too. I know you feel alone, but you’re not. You have friends and family who love you dearly.

I know you don’t think you’re the “nice girl" that 95% of people get to see. You think that you’re really living in that 5%, and what everyone else see’s is a lie. I can tell you right now, that’s not true. You really are a nice girl. Yes, you’ve made some mistakes. Done things that you regret, unintentionally hurt people that didn’t deserve it, and said things that you should have kept to yourself. The important thing is to accept that this has happened, and learn from it. Instead of calling them “mistakes", call them “experiences" instead.

I know right now you don’t feel ok. You’re back in that rut, thinking that every time you get climb out of this hole and start to feel ok with yourself, someone or something seems to kick you off the edge and you’re falling right back down there again. The important thing to remember, is to never give up climbing out of that hole. Eventually you’ll make it, and find someone to help you fill that hole in once and for all so that you never fall down it again.

I’m sorry that I haven’t always been there to help you, and that this letter makes no sense. It’s very hard to write this to you. So many things I’ve been thinking for quite some time, but never figured out how to tell you. Hopefully you will read this and understand. 

I know that you’ll be ok. I know this because I know you better than you think. I know this, because I am you. I understand this place is for writing letters to people you feel you cannot contact, or have lost. I am writing this to you on here because I feel like I’ve lost you somewhere in that mind of ours. Please come back to me, I’ll be here for you when you’re ready.

d miss ya a lot

You and Me - A walk in the rain

As I watched the raindrops fall,
I waited for your call..
Why is it that i think of you when it rains.? Do u also think of me ..?

I wanna walk with you in the rain  
You make me feel so free
And why is it that I don't feel the pain?
I wanna walk with you in the rain... 

I wanna walk with you through the rain
I'll lead you through the pouring rain
Imagine us thinking of each other
And walking through the rain
We would feel so free
Imagine us dreaming of each other and wanting each other
I would walk with you through the rain..holding your hand ,kissing your lips.
I wanna walk with you in the rain 

Let’s go dancing in the rain

On the green, green open plain

Want my arms to hold you close

Kiss the raindrops off your nose

All my eyes wish is to see YOU ONCE

Just the rain and you and me 
Just the rain and you and me..

Lets meet once, our eyes will  meet through mist

We will make that magic list Of the things that show

How the feelings between us  flow...All i care is for you, in the RAIN I WANNA walk with you .

Want you to know

I want you to know
one thing. 


if I look 
at the crystal moon which u showed me , at the future and Jr u showed me , 

everything carries me to you, 
as if everything is the same 
and sails me again back to you

Well, now, 
if little by little you stop loving me 
I shall stop loving you little by little. 

If suddenly 
you forget me 
do not look for me, 
for I shall already have forgotten you. 

If you think it long and mad, 
the wind of banners 
that passes through my life, 
and you decide 
to leave me at the shore 
of the heart where I have roots, 
remember 
that on that day, 
at that hour, 
I shall lift my arms 
and my roots will set off 
to seek another land. 

But 
if each day, 
each hour, 
you feel that you are destined for me 
with implacable sweetness, 
if each day a flower 
climbs up to your lips to seek me, 
ah my love, ah my own, 
in me all that fire is repeated, 
and all i know is i still love you Anjaan 

Little Things that we both miss for sure :)

I miss you.....I know you might be saying this ..i MISS YOU TOOO

I miss those late night calls from you. ( Wait haan let dad sleep )

I miss seeing you smiling back at me.

I miss our little arguments about who misses us most. ( I miss u sabse zada :) )

I miss how you can make me smile.

i miss your good morning and good night texts.( Gud nyt dubbuk dubbuk dubbuk ) 

I miss hearing your laugh.

I miss hanging out with you. ( Amp ) 

 I miss hearing you call my name.( DOLL DOLL ) 

I miss our silly conversations.

I miss your cheesy pick up lines. ( dua main yaad rakhna )

I miss having you to listen to all my fucked up stories.

I miss how you make me feel secure whenever I’m with you.

I miss how you told me that you can’t stand to live without me anymore.

I miss how you insist that you love me more than I love you.

I miss those times when you wait for me to sleep before you sleep ahead.( But mostly u slept early hehe )

I miss how we stay up late at night and talked about our plans in the future.( Jr running hehe :) )

I miss those times when we don’t care about what other says, we will do whatever we want no matter how silly it is...

I miss everything about you....( Hanging garden , Sheraa walla top )

I really miss you, but I miss us more........{ :(  U AND :( ME }

Still waiting and always will :)